i was correct.

i was correct about the lady not calling me back.. i called her back and got ahold of her, i asked her if i could schedule an interview and she told me she had already filled the position. can't say i didn't try. i have a little more integrity not to even try to work, also because being unemployed kills me psychologically. IF YOU CARED, you'd have knowledge of ALL the times when i used to tell my grandma that i wanted a job instead of wasting my capability and future at courage kenny. I KNOW I'M CAPABLE OF MORE THAN DEPENDING ON SOCIAL SECURITY AND HAULING MY ASS TO COURAGE KENNY WHEN THEY DON'T HELP ME PROGRESS WHATSOEVER. THE ONLY REASON I'M WALKING TODAY IS BECAUSE MY GRANDMA WENT OUT AND FOUND TRAM HOLLOWAY- WHO ACTUALLY CAME TO MY APARTMENT PERSONALLY FOR A WHILE AND HOOKED HIS ARP MACHINE UP TO ME, I ALSO WENT TO HIS OFFICE TO GET ARP THERAPY- HE NEVER GAVE ME THE BULLSHIT EXCUSE OF "LIABILITY" LIKE COURAGE KENNY DID EVERY TIME I ASKED TO DO SOMETHING WHICH WOULD ACTUALLY HELP ME PROGRESS. OH! I DIDN'T HAVE KNOWLEDGABLE ADVOCACY! SO THEY TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY LACK OF ADVOCACY AND DIDN'T HELP ME PROGRESS AT ALL, SO I'D CONTINUE GOING TO THAT PATHETIC EXCUSE OF A "REHABILITATION" CENTER. that's what disabled people get for wanting to live a NORMAL life when they don't have smart, caring advocacy. i get punished for my lack of advocacy.. haven't i got punished enough? OH BUT I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR THIS PUNISHMENT! IT REVEALS TO ME THE TRUTH ABOUT HOW NOBODY REALLY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT ME IF IT'S NOT CONVENIENT OR BENEFICIAL TO THEM. IS THAT EXPRESSION OF GRATITUDE GOOD ENOUGH?!